sighs. ytd couldn't come online )': my mom was angry. oh well.
today. was so crap. you know, i got so bored that my happiness turned into depression. sighs |: so sad. then. got so so so irritated at nothing. then i decided to do my holiday hw. so much crap. YUCK- i can't believe that i was actually doing my work?! but. at least now i've completed math (: so i'm happeh. cause. i won't have time in the holidays anyway. so much freakin' things to do. i don't even have anymore freakin' time to do my own stuff. 30 days. just GONE. i'm left with ZERO, after a simple calculation.. i won't even call those freakin' 30 days a "holiday". cause it isn't. just 30 days we don't have to go to school but we still have other crap to attend to, so might as well let us go to school! forget about all the freakin' "holidays". they aren't worth. bahh-
sighs. so crap. piggeh, i think i didn't sound myself in that 5 page long letter. HEH |:
sorreh for making you so worried dajie. don't think. you're supposed to listen to me (: rmb "nething i say"? yepp yepp (: so you musn't think. ha! (: my freakin' gastric problems. just don't care. you don't have to. don't burden yourself ohkae. just concentrate on your studies (: don't let your mind wander...
today was kinda stupid. yepp.
i found i'm afraid to know i'm always on your mind;
all messed up;
5:43 PM
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