Tuesday, February 28, 2006
i've been injured for quite some time now.
so i decided to forget about my injury and start training again.
i was fully aware of the consequences, though.
and i didn't make it through the whole of training.
sigh.
now my knee feels worse than before.
whatever man.
i'm not going to care.
i need to run for threeO and for peecees.
i don't care even if my knee breaks or something.
i can't let them down, though i will in the end anyway.
this year won't be my best. in fact, when will it ever be?
maybe never. i'm not even cut out for this anyway.
i trust mr tay's professional judgement and his "coach's eye",
but i'm not really seeing any results.
maybe it's just me.
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10:37 PM
last tuesday, my dad brought us to get our new car (:
haha. it's almost the same model, just a few minor changes here and there.
probably it's cause the COE prices are low or something. hehheh.
so anyhow. we were somewhere at alexandra road, where the hyundai showroom is.
then we went to IKEA for dinner. and while we were there, i went to the washroom to wash my hands. and there i "met" this elderly lady. i was rather surprised she actually spoke english. heh. anyway.. she was washing her hands too. then she smiled and i smiled back! haha (: okay, this is getting spastic. but it's not the main part yet.
so i thought that was that, you know, just smiling.
but she opened her mouth to ask me "what time do you close here?"
and i was shocked. like huh? and she asked me is it at 9 or something. and i seriously don't know so i said "i don't know". you know what that was all about? apparently, i got mistaken as an IKEA staff |: great job. i mean, just cause i was in school uniform doesn't mean i'm from IKEA! it's a uniform but not the staff's uniform! sheesh. haha. that's like one of the most ridiculous things ever. hehheh.
come to think of it, cedar's uniform doesn't look like the IKEA staff uniform one bit. to put them together is like so. uh! |:
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10:19 PM
replies!
mechanic RAHH: thankyou (: i rock the world but you rock the universe! whee`
MU REN((:: eee! (: and yes, we're your FU RENS!
PAIL: pail, i miss you, me, us, together.
CEL: YO! (: mwahah. whey! what do you mean by that.. of course i update. mwahah. just that sometimes i don't have the time to (: and what's what supposed to mean?
stepdaughter: thankyou (:
jessica: you're not smart.. haha. it's relatively effortless to find someone's blog. all those links! and just shut up will you? (: there's only a certain amount of tolerance and that's it.
sharron: it's NOT a "yellow thing thing"! haha. it's YELLOW all the same. someday you'll get me one that's yellow and nice in your eyes, eh? (:
mechanicRAHH: thankyou (: you takecare too.
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10:01 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
RAHH and i are the best (:
we're mechanics.
cause we screw things up.
yay.
we're the best.
we smile when we are stressed.
1, 2, 3 JIAYOU!!
speak malay! - "sheesh la."
and together with pc..
speak jap! - "eee" (:
mu gou, xiao gou and xiao gou zi!
mwahah.
plus mu ren! whee.
we're the rahh-RAHH prefects (:
we rock chinese class.
wanping, you rock (:
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10:24 PM
replies!
sharon: no. haha. i got it from my brain. it's super obvious actually. no tricks to it.
sharon: mwahah. i've seen you before (: you're not that mysterious, you know.
wanping: yes we do! (: especially screwing things! yay.
wanping: precisely! we were laughing our heads off (: and you forgot mu ren! haha.
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10:09 PM
replies!
sharon: haha, okay. say 'hi' if you want to (:
atHaliE-: really. wow. okay. ROSYTH REUNION. dang, i should've been there. hehheh.
sharon: i know you're from 1i cause i just know. mwahah. i'm clever. and i'm your senior so i have ways to find out.
dajie: i am fine thank you (: takecare too, dajie! love.
dajie: haha. yah, that guy. okay, someday i'll tell you. maybe next thursday @ our appt! (:
dajie: my room? i bet it's 1 thousand times smaller than yours. ah well. that's why it's cosy, eh? thanks for sunday 19 feb too. you made my day! <3
stepdaughter: forget about what he said?! haha. i should trust myself eh (:
sharron: i haven't been to your blog in a long time too! will go tag after i finish my replies (: hehheh. it's not because you haven't been here for a long time that's why my skin changed and you don't even know. it's just that recently i've been changing. haha. you're not that outdated (:
sharron: haha. black backgrounds are always the best (: cause you can use any colour on it except black. mwahah - that's kind of obvious, eh? yes, i will bounce all the way. but i don't want to participate in the bouncy tiger race for sports day! so not fun. it's strange and malu-ating to bounce in front of the whole school! sheesh |: haha.
stepdaughter: hah! and BELIEVE is spelt with an I. mwahah.
joy: hi! (:
eqnTWO: thankyou so much dearest (: love you!
peichun: oh my goodness! you TAGGED with your NAME. yay. haha. i'm over-reacting. anyhow. it reminds me of the nutty professor: "YES, I CAN!" - but that was because he resolved to become skinny. which i most certainly won't.
wanping: yes! GLUE! (: RAHH, you rock. so let's stick together, let's just do.
wanping: sheesh. oral's OVER by the time i reply this tag. stupid shit. tell me it was bad, just tell it to my face. face it - we're mechanics! (:
yusin: don't come to console me! (: i know you're stressed too. yes, FAITH.
PAIL: pull with what? our arms? your arm is like injured now.
PAIL: i know. and it's the same for me. there's so much to say; i'm just not going to post about it cause i don't want the world to know..
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7:25 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
today i had to talk to mr chia during reading.
it was strange.
i'm not sure if he noticed my eyes were turning red.
probably that's cause everytime i'm nervous,
my tear glands or whatever they are called are just ready to bawl at the slightest thing.
even if that isn't the case,
the topics mentioned were rather dear.
maybe it's just cause i don't have a habit of
expressing my problems to teachers.
it's not so much whether they are approachable or not.
it's just not how it should be.
well, there are exceptions.
maybe one day i'll open up.
we'll see.
i can't exactly believe he said i'm doing well in sec three.
reality check, NOT.
everything's just falling apart;
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12:04 AM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
i'm sorry dajie.
even so, i'm glad you know why this is happening.
He has a plan for everything.
just be patient.
wait and see, yah? (:
i'll pray for you, that you'll make it into either nj or tj.
jiayou! (:
anyway, we had fun today, eh? and you promised yourself not to think about it already.
so yay.
actually you're right.
she may not even appreciate it.
but so what.
we don't do this just for that.
i guess she needs space.
okay, she'll get it (: we have to be tolerant.
now vicky thinks i'm a coolie snail.
haha, NAIL BALM.
go to THE BODY SHOP. that's where my mom got it.
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11:14 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
YAY (:
dajie will be coming back to school tmr! whee.
since i'm helping with the distribution of O level result slips + some brochures from the various JCs and polytechnics, i 'specially requested' to take 4N. yay (:
can't wait to see her tmr.
she's excited too! (:
xiaomeiilovesdajie
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9:43 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
sigh,
chemistry and A maths.
nice.
okay, shall not think about that.
there are better things to worry over.
like that note. haha - ulrica, zaferin, peichun and sarah are the only ones who know about it (: it's.. utterly strange.
it's nice having juniors.
i have one advice though:
just don't overdo it (:
yay. the world would be a perfect place.
it's not my fault. i'm sorry.
maybe it's just you or something.
but i'm really irritated. i think mrs ong is right. students at sec three are like the most unhappy. haha. no wonder the survey results are always lowest in this year.
maybe it's true.
it's so obvious everyone's that sensitive these days.
SIGH.
yay, tests are over for this week (:
SMILE!
sure
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9:59 PM
replies!
sharon: really. when did you talk to me? hm. that day in the morning while 1I was walking off to the courtyard is it? (:
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9:50 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
today was kind of.. stupid.
i'm saddened by the fact that i didn't get to participate in the auditions with threeO! ): it was going to be our turn next but i was whisked off to training. and the best part about it is that i lost my badge due to all that running and panicking. grahhs-
after training - though i didn't do much because i'm still in the "injury group" - i was dead beat. and i think i stinked. but i didn't change into my school uniform cause my badge was missing ): sigh. can things be any more coincidental. stupid. so anyhow. i was at the bus stop waiting for 156 cause training was at bishan stadium today. i was practically leaning against a pole and stoning. then all of a sudden i heard this voice that was like talking so i thought someone was on the phone. strangely the voice felt so close and i could 'sense' someone was standing right next to me. then the person said xiao jie again and it was then that i realised he was calling me. haha. WOLS.
it was so stupid cause when i looked up it was this secondary school boy (from which school, i will not reveal) and he pointed to his friend saying his friend wants my number. i was so tired i could not react. so i just dao-ed them and got back to whatever i was doing before - stoning. it was so lame. sheesh.
like for their information, i don't entertain freaks. oh for goodness' sake. and i would've appreciated it much much more if he conversed in english! like what were they thinking. please.
it was a really bad day. sigh.
tmr there's belay school. we're ABSEILING.
and there's a MT common test.
ACK-
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11:17 PM
replies:
sharon: huh? sec ones is it? sheesh, it isn't the first comment from my juniors that i am dao. heh. i think it's really mainly due to the fact that i didn't get to interact with the sec ones that much during orientation. that's usually the time when you really get closer to your seniors cause you're new to the school anyway! and we pupil leaders are here to guide you through your first few days in cedar (: whee. sorry if i appear cold. probably it's cause i don't know most of the sec ones. i like smiling.. quite a lot, cause i think a smile says a thousand words! (: but i personally think it's totally bizzare if i walk around the school smiling my head off. heh. don't you? (: but i'll try to be warmer. haha.
CEL: okay! (:
pail: "it's nice but not me." thanks, huh. i thought recently we already sat down tgt and something. rmb that time in the PR? (: yep. haha, fine - we can have more snailpail times if you want. just got to make time for it! it's a joint effort, you know. hehheh.
cheerup: woah, cool name. haha. it's like cheerup says cheerup (: thanks anyway!
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11:05 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
oh, i spy A WALL.
and xinying, i'm really terribly sorry about yesterday ): i seriously haven't heard of that "reach the tar" phrase. if you ever get in trouble, say it's my fault, yah?
fake.
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11:47 AM
Friday, February 03, 2006
mr yau is so nice. haha. especially yesterday when he was in an extra good mood (:
today i was walking around looking like an elephant. grahhs. cause my inner thighs are aching so badly ever since gym that day. and my stupid KNEE is giving me problems. i hate being in the "injury group". sheesh. when will this end.
oh, talking about pain in the knees. sharron and i are the best! (: we have RHEUMATISM. whee` who has rheumatism at this age? mwaha.
next week i have 5 tests. just great.
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8:46 PM
replies!
dhilshad: hehheh. i think you will look really cute in braces (: it will give you a fresh look. haha. i'm okay (: thanks. you takecare too!
equation 2!: okay, okay (: someday the four of us will go recess together, yah? haha, we sound so much like primary school kids! whee.
kun-: hehheh (: i'm good okay! except for my homework.. heh.
germaine: haha. you click so many times (: okay, i will link you!
atHaliE-: ahha! that's where you're clever (: actually i have something to post almost everyday.. but i just can't find the time to. sad ):
PAIL: please!
dajie: hey dajie! (: takecare too! sigh. now that you're not in cedar i miss you so much. besides i haven't seen you back in school yet. at least i saw weisan, janica and some of the other sec 4s (: come back soon again when you have the time, yah? jiayou in sajc! xiaomeiilovesdajie (:
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8:22 PM