don't you think i am stupid. yes i am. i don't want this. but something is pulling me into this. something is making me do this to myself. i don't wish for this to happen. but i have no choice. everyone doesn't care. so maybeh i shouldn't too. what kind of freaking class are we. i can't wait for next year. at least i won't have to see a single one of your faces. bahh-
and you. you're getting irritating. annoying. just stop it will you. so many questions. why. why can't you just change your mindset? leave me alone to do the things i wanna do. like everyone else. just doing what i want. without you here. around. present.
what on earth am i here for? sighs. everything is s c r e w e d. stupid shit. nothing is going as planned. don't you think the plan's failing?
arica. we have to get that picnic plan out. you just count the number of days we have left. sighs.
i can't take this anymore. YUCK- why is everything just crumbling down. leave me alone- i know. they all hate me. so fine. let it be.
this isn't within my control. it so isn't.i wish. sighs. just let me be d e p r e s s e d. just let it b l e e d. let it g o. i wish i could s m i l e. but it isn't working. it so isn't. rahh-
and you. the other you. annoying. its fine if you don't appreciate. but not single response. fine, i will dao you back. being in this state has no reason for you to dao me. just great. everyone's leaving. walking out of my life. go, if you want to. i can't stop you.
and somehow i just won't-
all messed up;
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