freak. yesterday my lit test results were returned. i did really badly. this is crapp! argh. today made things worse. i was hoping to get 21. it was my only way to A1! but now that is nothing but a dream. shucks. i hate dreams. they're something which you can see but yet they are out of reach. stupidd.
bahh. i know i'm stupidd. did it have to hit that hard? sure, we learn from our mistakes. but i can't seem to take this in the positive way. been trying ever so hard to stay strong. but i'm that vulnerable. just one probe, elyssa. you know its all gonna come down ...
thank you so much zhen luan! (: you're the best! but i'm still affected by it. but don't worry kae! its not cause your encouragement not effective!! (: hehe.
argh. there's a history test tmr. and i feel stupidd. this is sick! why make it seem so important?! even hold it in the MPH. freaks. yeah. i have to go study for my test. i don't want to fail another.
all messed up;
4:28 PM
elyssa
cedar 11sep91
t&f xiaomeii
theminizoo
squirrel yellow-ed random!