today was so. argh! i just feel like screaming. yuck. who ever starts training at 6pm?! gosh. we ended so late. don't even wanna think about my trainings anymore. realised i've been dreading them way too much. much more than before. yuck-
tmr we are getting back results. YUCK-
i don't want. i'm not ready. i'm not mentally prepared for this. bahh- tmr i guess i'll just cry. i can't help it people. i can't just walk in there like that. no way. yuck yuck yuck. how piggeh. how.
sorreh retard 2. had to cancel our appt today. due to bad weather. sorreh. it was raining. plus. my leg was so pain. how to even climb up to the top floor!
oh no. oh no. cross country is on thursday. can't help but scare myself piggeh! :| YUCK- i will have stitches. eeee.
sighs. time to go. see you people. i hope i survive another day.
i hope i have enough tears to shed.
all messed up;
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