now i can't even type properly with my right hand. it is aching so much. yuck- my right hip and that toe again. also aching. oww. it all hurts so much. the right side of my body is as good as paralysed. i don't want them anymore. that person. freaking me out. want my body to break down right! soon. it will. then you can be happeh. rejoice. YAY! bahh-
i can't believe i even survived another day of training. yuck- time trial again! sighs. then, 2x3x300m. sick! 300m. always been a challenge to me. most i've did before was 2x300m. now this. bahh- my legs totalleh broke down. it was like. i couldn't push hard enough. i tried. at the last run. i believe i had the fire in me. who else can i be angry at? argh. i realleh pushed. so hard. so. i even cried after that. it was too much to bear. YUCK-
sighs. i think too much. sorreh dajie. i can't help it. i think think think. the mini zoo. we're thinkers. isn't that great. yes. yes it is. NOT.
today i'm not in the mood. sorreh high partner. hafta miss our appt today. sighs. i think i'm sigh-ing too much. yuck- so disgusting. i don't even know why i think. maybe i shouldn't. just not think anymore. be a vegetable! YUM-
ahh. today. like so depressing. thank God, there's always some happeh things that make my day. almost. oh well. history. WOW. my results. i can't believe i actually passed my test! that freaking test in the MPH. and i can't believe the marks i got either. realleh like "wow" (: and. i guess talking so excitedly to retard 2 is nice. thankies for your company (: it was great. rmb our days sitting in mental hospital. just you and me. so happeh. so carefree... (:
progress in ke-POG is good. i think. CHECK people, CHECK! (: rmb that. its so impt.
sighs. so much to think about. ARGH! i think one of these days i will realleh die! rmb our agrrement retard 2! we're retards. we're retarded. rmb. tmr we are jumping off the building! YAY (: then we can put an end to this freaking problems. sighs-
i hafta go. off i go; up up and away. never to return again.
say your last goodbyes people (:
all messed up;
10:02 PM
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