my jigsaw puzzle life.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

you think i am high right now?

actually i can be. but currently 3 people are making me worried. da jie, zhen luan & arica! ) :

da jie! ahh, sometimes i wish you were sec 3. maybe things would be better then. freak. don't be so depressed kae. squirrels & piggs will be supporting you always (: thanks for not telling me about it during the exams. i would've realleh got distracted.. you takekaire yah. it won't do you good to keep worrying over others and then what about yourself?? :| you must love yourself (: but not until self obsession hehe (:

zhen luan.. don't be so stressed out kae. i know all your RCY stuff. bahh- i can't say it here. i have to be fair to the other people who read my blog (: but anyway. just takekaire. seldom see you like realleh that stressed. its freaky you know! :| must S-M-I-L-E. yepp (:

ahh arica! freak. your freaking problems. i still can't believe those people would actually do that to you! like stupidd! and that whoever. i can't believe she did that. SHOOT. don't worry. i will give you whatever support i have (: hope SHE will NOT end your friendship just like that. please! i mean what's wrong with being FRIENDS. sick. those shit they say :| i will never doubt you (:

ahh. i don't want. i don't want. this saturday. time for me to die. like realleh die. it isn't like sitting for an exam. it isn't psychological pressure. its realleh physical. its like a test of the human limits! i realleh almost died ytd. i couldn't breathe properly. now you see my ankle. freak. i will die. what kind of time trial. i can't even run within 20 minutes. because i am slow. as in slow! (: argh. then mouse catcher don't have to go cause of art class!! what the crap. so stupid. poor me. bahh-

i want to amputate my legs! ahh. they feel so weak. so aching. i can't even walk properly. all the energy has been sucked out of them. all for training. ahh. i'm like crippled. bahh- then maybe i can get a new pair (: like as if. i wish! (: rahh- stupid, lah! i can't even run anyway. why am i in track?? its a mystery. till this very day ... bahh- don't care.

thanks for your concern everyone. hope bio test was OK for the sec 3's! jia you! (:

how could this happen to me?

all messed up;
3:48 PM