bored. so here's another day to ponder. why do i even care about you? why do i even think about you? i don't want to. and me. me me me. just me. the stupid me. the foolish me. those things i did that should have never been. this side of me. i can't handle it. maybe no one knows. i think that's the problem. i have difficulty expressing my thoughts. so no one knows. no matter how much i try. no one can understand me. but maybe it's better this way. no one would have to give a damn about me. just don't care. you know you don't want to think. so why bother? why do you still think? you're foolish. you just won't listen. i'll just do nothing but waste you time. time is precious. time is money. don't waste money (: save up for tmr. so. just don't. because i'm that insignificant. since i can't express how i feel. then it now becomes my problem. NOT YOURS. so don't feel bad. don't even think. remember. that i don't exist. soon i'll just be nothing but air.
` fading away
you know you hate me. yes, you don't care. that's it. you think i care? NO.
-i'm better off alone anyway;
all messed up;
4:07 PM
elyssa
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