Tuesday, February 28, 2006
i've been injured for quite some time now.
so i decided to forget about my injury and start training again.
i was fully aware of the consequences, though.
and i didn't make it through the whole of training.
sigh.
now my knee feels worse than before.
whatever man.
i'm not going to care.
i need to run for threeO and for peecees.
i don't care even if my knee breaks or something.
i can't let them down, though i will in the end anyway.
this year won't be my best. in fact, when will it ever be?
maybe never. i'm not even cut out for this anyway.
i trust mr tay's professional judgement and his "coach's eye",
but i'm not really seeing any results.
maybe it's just me.
all messed up;
10:37 PM